i'm talking about The Bow

i think to follow the customs of the people if you are in a foreign land is common sense? and to show respect to the one who reigns is even more so, isn't it? ._. and if it was done in good will, what do you have to make such a big deal out of it for?

bottomline is, why complicate things you don't even have to?

these critics should take a break and watch Jumong while they're at it XDDD

i hate worrying about what to wear every single weekday when i go to work. i hate how i have to do it even though i don't want to. but above all i hate that i'm doing it not for myself, but for the sake of others because their eyes are delicate and i don't want to be an eyesore and their hearts are too delicate so i shouldn't give them any stress because there's something about me that's dirtying their surroundings.

ah~ah. it's too tiring when the people around you are judgemental. and to be honest, exhausting on the pocket too.

i hate that the money i can spend on the things i reall love have to go on clothes and shoes and all those girly things that just stress me out whenever i look at them. i can buy more manga and drama with it dammit!

because really, i've never met idiotic morons who've done or said something that is so. like for example THIS IDIOTIC MORON, who is so idiotically moronic

What the FUCK. I mean COME ON. He has the NERVE to question if we should save pandas, or BOTHER allocating resources to them, because he thinks they're dumb species. but i HIGHLY DOUBT pandas are as dumb as someone saying that when he is of the same species who drove the pandas to their situation anyway.

IDIOTICALLY MORONIC DON'T YOU THINK?

when they put up a jop post for a marketing position, 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the time, it is not marketing.

sheesh.

ah, and yes, the reason for ranting is because i am on a job hunt again. because just when i've finally found a job that i'm not the least bit happy about but am comfortable enough to do because we have very flexible hours, our account is set to be transferred next year. so yeah, those who won't relocate to the west end with the rest of the department will have to find a new job. if i were living by myself, i would. but since i'm here with the rest of my clan, i can't x__x;; so new job it is.

and the whole job search process is always the most irritating. T__T

My coworker's band just posted their first vid p(*＾-＾*)q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLlxOp7ea8I *they took it down and reupped it x_x;;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RLkSqCEGY4

It's pretty cool. Enjoy~

video:
http://ca.yahoo.com/s/913347

article:
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/cbc/090526/canada/canada_britishcolumbia_bc_phantomincome_11

it's so sad that this is actually happening to a lot of Canadians. and more so when the government apparently has no intention to fix it.

i may not understand the depth of their despair, as i've never bought stock before simply because i've never had a job stable enough to get one. but i can understand that years and years worth of savings being used to pay something you never earned is beyond frustrating.

hey guys~ weather's getting better and it's barbecue season again. here's a little timely article :D

video: http://ca.yahoo.com/s/889413

article: http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/afp/090422/health/us_health_cancer_food_meat

so i guess bottomline it, it's not like we shouldn't eat barbecue anymore. but cut down a little, and don't overdo the cooking.

that's all for now. i'm off to watch more 07-Ghost ♥

there have been WAY too many to record of this same mistake. but people just never learn. especially those in position.

why is it so hard for people to listen until it's too late?

or in this case, they still refuse to listen even after it's been too late??

when did i start feeling everything i do is an obligation

when did i stop doing things because i want to and started doing them because i had to

why do i feel like even doing productive things doesn't make me feel accomplished

when did i stop feeling fulfilled at the exact same things i did before that easily gave me that feeling

why do i feel like everyone around me is only nice in front of me and no matter what i do, there'll always be something wrong or missing

when did i become so frustrated about time moving too fast as if every single day is never enough to do the things i have to do and so little room for things i want to do, so much so i've started getting tired of things i want to do to the point of finding it annoying and just letting it go altogether

my parents are pressuring me to get a driver's license. for some reason, i keep stalling. i know it's because i don't have the confidence i'll pass.

actually, ever since that little incident at my first job here, i keep feeling like i'll fail at everything. that i'll keep making mistakes. and that everyone treats me like an idiot because everyone around me are judgemental people who revel in feeling superior over others.

i know thinking this way is over-generalizing, but really, who wouldn't? after getting fired and being given the reason "you just don't fit in."